i forgot to mention (sort of) that i won the Eye Candy Award over at SocialLuxe…
because you voted for me.
THANK YOU.
my award came in the mail this week…since i didn't go to BlogHer to receive it in person.
it's pretty.
sean asked "MOM!!! is that real?!!"
so let's talk about why i didn't go.
i have a few reasons excuses.
1. it was in chicago and i am in kansas….
that is a logical reason…except that i have made that trip
kansas to chicago every year for 15 years and i love chicago.
2. it was kind of last minute on a thursday…i have five kids…what could i possibly do with them?
3. i wasn't signed up for BlogHer…but i was specifically told that it was okay and i didn't need to be.
4. craig didn't want me to go…technically he never said anything like that but i assumed he didn't.
surely he couldn't survive here on his own without me…right?!?!
5. gas is expensive and we already went on a long trip…that part is true.
do you see a pattern here?
i was full of excuses.
reality: i was a chicken.
my thoughts were "what if i go all the way there and it's an empty room?"
or "what if i go and they had it wrong and i didn't get an award?"
"what if nobody likes me?"
"what if….what if…what if"
so i stayed here.
and read about it all over blogland.
i was ticked at my scared little self.
i tried to blame craig…but he had nothing to do with it.
the truth is the thought of entering a room full of people alone….terrifies me.
i mentioned it to a friend & she said "why didn't you say something? i would've loved to have gone!!"
suddenly i remembered i am not alone.
how did i forget?
why did i think i had to drive all that way alone?
why did i not think once to ask a friend to come along?
now i was even more ticked…at myself and my fears.
(but i sure do like to be alone)
i still received the award but it wasn't nearly as much fun to open it alone in my kitchen
when i could have gone up on a stage with the other winners.
and i could've made lots of new friends.
i would have had a blast.
maybe next year.
the winners were given a $100 gift certificate to cambria cove.
i chose an ice cream maker and some note cards.
we had homemade ice cream today after school – yum.
and i have never owned $30 note cards…but they are beautiful.
thank you cambria cove.
i love it.
and thanks for voting.
you helped me learn a lesson about myself…even if i didn't like it. :)
the ot
her winners are here.
Diana - the chair! i want the chair! i mean, you really can’t carry it with your bag… can you? LOL! ♥
Amy Walker - I have been wanting to order a bag since you posted a while back about a bag you had from her:) I actually did order a camera sleeve for a friend of mine and she loves it!
Nina - love it!
Kelly - I wonder if one of her bags would work well for a diaper bag?! Kelly
Melanie - I love Elisalou’s bags. I have a big one in some cute pink fabric and it carries everything.
Leah - oh, cute! Im into bags too, its a sicknes!! I love the colors in this one, and isnt it funny that we notice the chair too, lol!! xoxo LA
merlin - Beautiful bag, but are you kidding me….your bag is that organized! And it stays that way???
If you answer yes, I will have to get one, and call it the miracle bag, because for my purse/bag to be that organized it would be a miracle. Where are the receipts, and wrappers, crunched up kleenexes and the general mayhem that I spy in my bag if I find the courage to look in it?
ashley - Oh, wow. That bag is drool-worthy!!
Staci - Oh so cute 🙂 Headed over there right now 😉 I can’t resist a new bag 😉
Andrea - I love the bag. The fabric is awesome. I just made my daughter a dress out of the same fabric. Check it out: http://livingchangerously.blogspot.com/2010/03/i-just-cant-do-straight-lines.html
angela - Thank you for this site! LOVE her bags!
Danielle @ Transforming Home - I LOVE my Elisalou bag. Very well made and sturdy, and super duper cute. I am going to ask for a second one for my birthday next month.
Julie - LOVE this bag! Off to shop! 🙂
Christy - ooh I love that bag!! I follow her blog too!
LouBoo - Love the bag – reminds me of Orla Kiely bags. Its delightful and yes looks good from every angle, with or without pink chair in support. LB
Megan - Love it! How great for spring! The colors are fantastic! Thats the size I need. Big enough but not too big!
Elisa - Thanks Meg- you are soooo sweet. I need that chair for my photos!
Love you!
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Lanny Stanard - Do you have to carry the chair with you too! HEE HEE… I love it 🙂 Happy monday Megan.