the end of my freedom.
Category Archives: parentingthe end of my quiet home.
the end of having the computer all to myself.
the end of doing my own thing.
the end of taking a shower without kids walking in…then screaming & covering their eyes.
for three months!
how did this sneak up on me so fast?
here are some pics that were on my camera this week…with very little rhyme or reason.
my niece maya.
can you guess how old she is?
this doesn't look very safe does it?
i used my happy pass.
i needed them.
what a good grandma.
she played candyland, UNO, memory, guess who and go nuts…over and over.
annie loved it.
flowers from the garden.
the peonies are super fabulousand they are my favorites
because they are so darn easy i just get to enjoy them with practically no work at all.
this drawer was funny to me today.
i was going for the seeds and thought…what an odd combination of things in here.
but maybe everyone keeps their 08' pool passes with their toothbrushes & 4 year old formula holders.
i said there was no rhyme or reason.
you were warned.
so back to THE END….
it's also the start of some good things.
tomorrow is the time for sleeping in.
time for suntans and sprinklers.
time for boxes and boxes of ice pops.
time for painting in the driveway.
time for siblings being forced to play together…bonding…giggling…making forever memories.
i think i will survive.
i think i am ready.
maybe.
can i just have one more week to decide?
annie's preschool ends tomorrow. so sad.
she will miss all the wonderful creative love and joy that
she gets walking in that door 3 times a week.
even though she hides behind me every single day as we go in…
she can't wait to get there…then she hides and gets shy and nervous.
she participated in half of the 5 songs they sang.
and not the other half.
and that's O-K.
she will miss her teachers.
so much.
but….she gets to come back next year so we will focus on that.
she will probably talk about it everyday…all summer.
these are annie's bff's
micah and lizzie.
glued at the hip…tackle each other in hugs…share their snacks…play together constantly.
after the singing we enjoyed some juice and cookies and playtime at the park.
what a nice way to end the school year.
thanks kristin…this year has been awesome for annie!
september won't come fast enough.
at least for us anyway.
You take the most amazing pictures, really inspiring. seriously the most adorable children! my little brother is 5 (i’m 24..yikes!) and his kindergarten graduation is in two weeks. he keeps insisting that he’s going to stay in kindergarten forever because he loves his teacher and friends so much! … i love the views children have. I understand how you could forget a program. I only have 2 daughters can’t imagine how you keep up with everyone. My oldest is graduating from high school and there is something every other night it seems. Drive ya crazy but so much fun to be a part of. Hope you all have a good summer. This preschool looks like an amazing blessing to have around. Makes me wish I lived in Kansas so I could send my future kids there. Also, you’re blog is so colorful! It makes me soo happy to come over and have a look everyday. Sigh… amazing, eh? I need to find a picture of my PrincessLasertron’s preschool show…she STEPPED FORWARD during all the songs. Ooh–and she’s wearing her cute rainbow dress–it’s so perfect for the occasion, right? annie and lizzie look like two peas in a pod! Awww….it’s hard to believe it’s the end of the school year already. Your title cracked me up! so I guess home schooling is out. he he. So cute! I’m looking forward to when my girls have friends. Right now Charlie, my oldest, plays beside other kids, but she doesn’t really interact a whole lot yet when she plays. I think that aspect of their childhood is one of the parts I’m most looking forward to! Go Annie! My baby girl’s preschool program is tonight. She’s off to kindergarten next year. Sigh. i always love whatever annie picks out for the day to wear…her style is awesome! and I just finished my post about how I can not wait for school to end!!!! Hooray! You made it to something! I hope that you had some juice and cookies as a reward. :o) Annie’s school looks like so much fun! The pictures actually make me miss teaching, but after the day I had I guess it’s to be expected! So glad you were able to make this one! I also have a little one who can be very shy at first. Enjoy the summer fun with Annie! I love this dress she wears! And she is so happy to be there–you can see it! Delightful! This is sort of embarrassing — but I decided to sign my daughter up for some summer “preschool” (field trips to the park, movies, that sort of “preschool”). I love my child to the moon and back (and I AM a stay at home mom) — but she loves preschool — and my sanity is worth pulling together a little extra money for a summer session! Please tell me that you made Annie’s dress – and that you’ll be making more to sell. ๐ as a preschool teacher and mommy, i love your view on children and play. it is rare to find parents that understand the value of a good preschool and a play based curriculum. what a blessing for annie! phew, i was starting to think we neighbor girls were gonna have to do a “program intervention” on you ๐ FYI…8th grade rec is the 20th ๐ these pictures may look like it was a great day at our house….
but i don't think it was.
there was a principal's office visit,
a very moody teenager,
a very whiny family,
an argument over playing on a baseball team this summer,
and a super crabby mommy.
the pictures sure don't look like that.
i see a refocus is needed in myself when i look at these.
there are so many good things here…ladybug catching,
flowers for planting,
a repentant child,
hugs and kisses,
sun shining on us bright and warm,
pizza in the park,
children getting along and playing together as the sun sets.
refocus.
i went to a few garage sales on friday morning with a car full of mamas…that was fun!
and i brought home this HUGE chalkboard from a school (said the home owner).
for FIVE dollars!
i love it so much.
it is 8 feet by 4 feet!
now i guess i am all set to begin homeschooling, right?
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.
i am so funny.
homeschooling and ME will never happen…for my children's sake.
we'd have art all day.
with extra long recess and coffee shop studies.
and long naps after that.
it would resemble School of Rock but with crafts.
a scene like this can only mean one thing at our house…
there is a birthday coming up.
scott turns 11 tomorrow.
i tried to skip his birthday instead of share mother's day with him but he didn't like that idea.
I HAD A CLOSE FRIEND WHO SAID THE SAME THING ABOUT HOME SCHOOLING. SHE ALSO HAD A CHALK BOARD JUST LIKE THE ONE YOU FOUND AT A LAWN SALE. GUESS WHAT SHE ENDED UP DOING? YUP. I WON’T EVEN SAY THE WORD. AND YOU KNOW, ART ALL DAY WITH A COFFEE SHOP BREAK AND A LITTLE SIESTA CAN BE GOOD. LOVE that chalkboard! And for only $5? What a steal! And don’t underestimate your potential to home school. We did it for a year and LOVED the heck out of it. The kids are back in school now but that was one of our very favorite experiences of all time! I’ll just leave it at that. ๐ i wanna go garage sale hunting….. wahhhhh… wahhhh! The great thing about school is that they can go away, and you get a chance to miss them, and then they come back. Perfect. speaking of focusing… what camera and lens did you use for these shots… they are BEAUTIFUL!! makes me want to jump through the screen and into your yard with you! Great photos! I hope you had nice Motherโs Day and fun celebrating your sonโs birthday! there is no fooling me!! I have learned that behind and in between our beautiful pictures, are the REAL pictures of our every day. Ok, why have I never discovered your blog before this? You rock…I’ll be back! Have a super day! i love how your family twinkles. ๐ Hi Meg, glad you found the bright side i feel the same way about homeschooling my kids. school of rock but with crafts. so funny! you are a beautiful mom. i hope your mother’s day was amazing. actually i’m sure it was ๐ another reason I am thankful for my blog, when I look back over it, I see so many good things and so few not so good. helps to keep things in perspective! I have to re-focus every day it seems ๐ This moving stuff makes me VERY grumpy and very short with my kiddoes these days ๐ I know once we get settled (will we EVER?) I won’t feel like yelling so much ๐ My red stove makes me very happy though ๐ Hope your Mother’s Day was good and that Scott has a very happy 11th birthday!!!! Thanks again for always keepin’ it real Meg!!!!! beautiful photos and GREAT chalkboard find! oh “fun” girls’ day of shopping eneded with me carrying a kicking screaming 4 yo out of Target today. But on the good side… breakfast in bed, by the same 4 yo and her sisters and dad, lots of thoughtful and wonderful! presents, the 6 super big mugs I plan to use as bowls at Pier 1 BEFORE said meltdown. ๐ your pictures are so pretty! I love the layout they are in!! Happy Mother’s Day!! May it be as wonderfully chaotic as every other day with a bundle of kids. ๐ so glad i’m not the only mom out there who needs to refocus. happy mother’s day to you! I am with you on the whole situation that is going in your house! My youngest turned 13 today and I have 3, 14 year olds…attitude. I think I will go have a nap now. Hope you have a good mom’s day. NO way $5 I need to go garage saling with you… although we’d probably always be racing out of the van trying to find the best deals before the other does… a little competition never hurt ๐ It’s the “end of school” crabbies…it’s happening at my house too…so don’t despair! Love the pics anyways, deceiving or not…sometimes it’s nice to deceive ourselves!!! ๐ Wow! That giant chalkboard is a great score indeed! Those are lovely pictures! I often need a reality check as well as sometimes it can be all to easy to get bogged down by the negative details while all the lovely ones dance around the periphery. I just have to comment again, on this Mother’s Day morning. I find such meaning in the ability to find blessing among the brokenness, and thank you for putting it to words so the rest of us remember to do that too. I love this story and it reminds me to find the good, look for the blessings, every day: you are a wise lady… and hilarious ๐ Pizza at your house too? Little Ceasar’s $5 pizza every Saturday right before we head to church. I think my two year old likes it a whole lot more than I do! i love your posts. they are always so honest. beautiful photos meg – it does look like it was a wonderful day. and it was, when you refocused. i need to refocus. i have a very moody teenager here to, yet she is almost 19 so you’d think she would be way over that stage. no such luck. happy mothers day!! That is a sweet chalkboard! I wish I could find something like that. Wow. Happy Mother’s Day to one crafty mama. You are blessed. Seriously. You crack me up. You rock the big blue sky. So good to be able to refocus and see the good when things seem to be falling down around you — so healing. Your pictures speak the truth. I also laugh hard when I think of myself and homeschooling. Thank goodness for public school. We share our wedding anniversary with Emma’s birthday. Was always a challenge when she was little, but she’s ok with sharing with us now ๐ My birthday is tomorrow, I don’t look at it as either one of us is missing out. I see it as taking care of two birds with one stone. I’d be with my family anyhow, might as well take care of two things at once! ok, i’m falling more in love with you…:-) You really spoke the words I’ve been thinking. I totally hear you about refocusing. Had a mess of plans today and instead we were all house-bound and both kids were sick. Tomorrow is another day. Love the chalkboard find! what is the name of your etsy shop????? ๐ You sure would have had us fooled. Those pictures look so beautiful and we would have never known that you didn’t have a happy household. I hope you have a great Mother’s Day and a good birthday for the birthday boy. Thanks for keeping it real! We all need to refocus now and then. My kids are teenagers now, and I look back at pictures when they were little and get all teary-eyed…forgetting the hard days when nothing seemed to go right and I felt like a bad mom. AND I feel much better that other people recognize that homeschooling wouldn’t work for them. I have always said I would love for my children to be homeschooled, just not in my home by me! ha ha. Happy Mother’s Day! Ha! My brother’s birthday is the 10th, as well, so we’ve had to deal with the occasional holiday overlap for a while now (he’ll be 21 tomorrow). Think of it this way: if he’s anything like Casey, he’ll reach an age when birthdays mean a special day AWAY from parents. So that’ll be a treat! :oD Thank you for the refocus….don’t we all need that sometimes. On my blog sometimes I feel like I should add the following disclaimers to some of my photos and indicate what real life was like that day! Sounds like a Regular old day in the life of many families! Im with you..No Way would this Mom ever be a Home Schooler.. We would Kill each other after a week! Happy Mothers Day.. I always Enjoy your Posts and Pictures are Amazing.. Jamie So jealous of the chalkboard…$5??? That is a crazy GREAT deal! you make me laugh. i love it! that’s exactly what our homeschooling would be like! ha! happy mother’s day!! Oh, thank goodness someone else knows that she’s not cut out to homeschool! LOL oh my gosh! my favorite photo is the 2nd row down, the one of your daughter. the lighting is gorgeous and her expression has so much character. love love it. LOVE the giant chalkboard. What a great find! Haha! thank you for the encouragement to refocus. i, too, needed that this week. and i understand you having to share a holiday w/ a kids birthday- my oldest son was born on my anniversary! if something gets skipped, it’s usually our anniversary (to a later date lol) No wonder, I come back here. Is Talby playing “Guess the Missing Word,” by any chance? ๐ I know what you mean about how pictures can be a bit deceiving. I’m hoping when I’m old and gray I’ll forget the “back story” behind those kind of shots, and just see the happy. It’s always hard to focus on the good instead of the harder moments. It’s a worthwhile thing to strive for, as I’m sure you know! |
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singing teacher - I love the photos, especially the kid with the dog. Thanks for sharing them.
maureen - I love your beautiful photos…..
Amy Walker - I am so with you Megan! Ours finished Thursday, how on earth can they already be bored on Friday afternoon?!?! I told Frank the time has come for the oldest two kids to get their own computers, they have plenty of money in their savings and are more than willing to pay for them, Best Buy here we come!
carissa... brown eyed fox - it’s heeeeeere!
ready to drop in our lap loads of spontaneous chaos! haaaa!
hugs from your colorado… soon to be your wyoming friend! ๐
Kathy - I know how you feel, my daughter has 4 more weeks of school and I’m really sad for her. Kinda! And I feel bad she only gets 8 weeks off. But I also know I will have too many days of I’m bored and bitchiness coming my way suddenly I’m sad for me not her!
Elisa - That dog- I just want to squeeze Waffle.
My little one finished this week- well I guess I should say 3rd one now, but the others have 3 more weeks!
Debra - Ahh yes, summer vacation. I remember it all well. I have a friend that has three children-finding it difficult to get things done during the summer. She has created ‘time-out-slow-down-hour’… All kiddos to a quiet place {their rooms} for some playing with soft toys, reading, pondering summer adventures. One hour, using a timer. Gives all a well deserved ‘time-out’. Then, let the summer games begin again.
Traci - it will go by so fast. eric still has 2 weeks. we are late this year. i loved playing the “guess who” game with my kids.
aimy - awww….. i soooo miss my pups! we had 2 wheatens when we lived in az. they both had to be adopted out to families in cooler climates. after 4 years they both developed such horrible allergies. our oldest practically chewed her leg off at 4am one morning while i was up feeding the babe. tear. sniff. sniff. and the summer cut… i could go on… give a squeeze from me. i miss them!
JerriR - I too am nearing the “end” and could cry typing this post…last one graduates this week from High School and oldest graduates Masters at the end of Summer. My ever “busy” house will soon be quiet…what will the hubby and I do?? (teehee) I love reading your blog, always makes me smile, and we so want a “Waffle” at our house! Enjoy your summer!
Chasity - love the bubble gum!
chas
amy - i have a sign in my house that says
“please excuse the mess, my children are busy making memories.”
i think you need one too. ๐
wait-not that your house is a mess…it’s about the memories…ahhh, you know what i mean!
lovely series of pics too.
bring on summer.
Lorilee - EIGHT more days until my freedom!!!!! Well nine if I count the 1/2 paid day for packing up my room. It usually takes 1 LONG day to get it all done. I wish peonies grew this far south!
Blessings,
Lorilee
gina - Lucky- I have one more month. I love summer with the kids. Until about August- lol. then I am READY for Fall. Note to self: plant peonies at the new house- they sound like fun!
AshleyR - Your pictures are so much fun!
Love the Peonies!! They are definitely fabulous. And that Waffle.. he is too cute for words. I want one ๐
Melanie - Hi Meg. It has been a while. I check your blog but I don’t get a chance to comment every time. All of your pictures made me happy:) You will have a great summer and make it through. I guess I shouldn’t talk since I only have one kid! Enjoy sleeping late tomorrow and steal a few minutes each day for yourself.
Shannan - 1. I can’t believe your kids are out already! Kids out here have another couple of weeks.
2. Your pictures are gorgeous, as evah.
3. I can’t believe you grew all of those flowers! Peonies are my fave, too, but they have not opened yet.
4. What are those pink and white daisy-looking flowers? Pretty.
5. You don’t really have to answer that last question, it was quasi-rhetorical.
6. Why can most normal people grow annuals from seed, but I can’t? I “planted” 3 packets and not one single one sprouted..
7. Sorry about these lists. What can I say?
Becky @ Farmgirl Paints - Enjoy your beautiful family. Happy SUMMER!
Laura - no rhyme or reason….that sums up summer, doesn’t it?
Sandy - I LOVE Guess Who and would play with Annie all day (my kids are 19 and 15 and won’t play with me anymore).
Enjoy summer!! I’m looking forward to June 4th when I don’t have to bang on the wall to get my 15 y/o out of bed anymore!!
jamie - Amen!
Rach - Good luck and God bless. ๐ But hey, it’s summer and summer is AWESOME!!!!
Keri - Our end is near as well. I’m ready! Today, anyway. Ask me again two weeks after school is out….
Anna - I am sure that the summer also holds LOTS and LOTS of photos for you too :o) We all know that Mama Duerksen will be there, camera in hand, for all of those summer memories. Can’t wait to see them!
P.S. You know those mega bottlecaps you got from Maya Road and then turned into awesome magnets?!? Well I contacted them several months ago because they were out. They said that they would be in, in June. Well guess what?!?! I just checked and THEY ARE BACK!!! (Sorry if you already know this) I just ordered my loot of ’em! Woot!
Lori Danelle - Not quite the same, but I remember after I had my second baby, my Mom stayed with us for about a month to help out. When it was time for her to leave, I remember just being so scared of the idea of being left with 2 little girls under the age of 18 months!!! SCARED. I had no idea how I was going to do it.
And then she left, and I made it work. ๐
http://loridanelle.blogspot.com
Darby - YOu will survive!! It will be awesome… especially not getting everyone dressed and fed and out the door to school.
I know you get a million questions…. ๐
BUT… does Waffle shed? I know this is a very important question. ๐ I’ve inspected your floors so closely and don’t see any fur but really… he has to shed a little, right? It would be too perfect to have a dog that cool that doesn’t shed.
If you have a sec, I’d love to know!
Stephanie - As a teacher… I am SO READY for “the end” :o)… the kids have all mentally checked out weeks ago already, and we can’t get much out of them anymore… it is SO time for the end. :o) Hooray!!! :o)
A pocket full of posies... - AMEN Sista! I’m right there with ya! and I’m super excited- I think?! ๐
Happy Summer!& Many Blessings!
traci - The end to getting up early and rushing out the door
The end to …mom I need money, today is the LAST day
The end to…sign this one and this one and this one and this one and this one and this one and this one….UGH
The end to…..This girl was SOOO rude to me today and I try and try to be nice
The end to ….Mom, can you run up my homework
The end to…..I need this list of supplies for a project and I HAVE to have them all by TOMORROW!!!!!
I could go on ๐
I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ready for it to be over…YAY!!!!!!!!!!
Joanie @ The Bright Side - Oh, my. I know that feeling! Love your photos, they are gorgeous! Even your junk drawer is cute!! I love all the color in your life that comes across in the photos you capture. Very cheery. Wishing you a very happy summer!
purejoy - welcome to summer. it sounds glorious. and your photos were fabulous, as usual!
Wendy - I have to say that I’m a bit jealous here. Another month of school up here. I’m really looking forward to not having to set the alarm clock.
kristi - wow, you guys end school so early. we still have a month. thank goodness.
good luck!
pam - time for VACATION! lots of togetherness. ๐
those peonies are breathtakingly beautiful.
and if you had breast pads in that drawer i’d be wondering. the rest is normal.
Donna - OH by the way. How can I get me one of those “Happy Passes”?
Donna - I have 2 weeks to go and then it is the “end” for me too. I do enjoy the sleeping in part and the “no homework”…….but by mid July I am so ready for the school bell to ring!! Love your pictures. Have a wonderful summer.
Lisa - AAHHHH, NOPE. TIMES UP.
HUGS FROM MAINE
melissa~afamiliarpath - gorgeous! love your photos. can i borrow some nail polish? my toes have been neglected of pretty color.
Jess - Still have two weeks to go here. Feeling the same emotions…how did it go by so fast? will the kids survive the summer without killing each other? you know, the usual.
love the happy feeling i get when i read you blog. your home is so full of love and color. love that waffle, I saw a puppy golden doodle on tuesday, i could have puppy napped him. i didn’t. promise.
Amanda B - You’re so funny. I want your nail polishes, what brand/where’d you get them? Maybe color names too! AND, I’m pretty sure I saw a bouquet of flowers that looked just like those at Jess’s house last night – were those from your garden too? I have NEVER been into flowers, but this makes me just a little bit interested! They are beautiful!
pam - wow you guys end early! i’ve got four more weeks left of my sanity and then i’ll be singing the crazy blues! here’s to a fun summer! what kind of trampoline do you have…we were thinking of getting one for the girls but got the big raised eyebrows from all the grand-parents…funny thing is is we’ll probably get one anyway! xo
kasey - ha.
i still have one week left to contemplate “the end”.
lol
Lisa-Marie - Pink glittery nail varnish, peonies and gum ball machines. Your blog makes me smile. Your photography is wonderful, and real, and you have the courage to write about who exactly you are.
I kind of want to go buy a gum ball machine now!