i have been on this Running Journey for over two years now…maybe even three!
it's still hard but not as hard as it was.
i still get mad at not being as strong as i wish i was (aka…didn't work out enough to get strong)
i still get annoyed when others seem to enjoy it more than i do.
but i do enjoy it… when i am done.
i really like that i have good friends to run with me.
i KNOW i wouldn't have kept running if there was not accountability and reward with them.
we have run a few races and maybe lost a few pounds.
we have run probably hundreds of miles together by now.
we have strengthened our friendships (it's amazing what you can talk about while running 5 miles)
we have gotten much stronger in our two years.
we no longer need bathroom breaks…even on long runs.

in six days we will run our first HALF MARATHON.
13.1 miles.
and for 6 months i have cringed when i said that.
dread.
frustration.
unhappiness.
nervous.
scared of failing.
but this past week the Lord changed my heart.
i have a new outlook and i literally have done a 180 about it.
it was time to change my focus.
off of ME and onto God.
"You were bought at a price. So glorify God in your Body"
1 Corinthians 6:20 (NASB)
and the same verse in a different translation….
"God owns the whole works. So let people see God in
and through your body."
1 Corinthians 6:20 (The Message)
i love that…the whole works!
like a cheesbuger with everything on it.
awesome.

so now i am feeling different.
i am not afraid.
i know i will not fail.
I know i am not alone.
even if i end up physically alone at the race… i am never alone.
I have Jesus in me.
"Do you not know that you are Godβs temple and that
Godβs Spirit lives in you?"
1 Cor. 3:16
what in the world is there to be afraid of???
i am filled with the Spirit!
He's got me.

i have felt full of gratitude when i think about the race the past few days.
grateful for a body that CAN move (even as slow as mine does).
thankful for the friends that run with me.
blessed with a body that is healthy and it is a GIFT.
i may not be a size 5.
i may not be fast.
but i am blessed.
"I appeal to you therefore, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship"
Romans 12:1
i am using this week to prepare spiritually as well as physically for the race.
offering myself again to God.
"here i am Lord. use me how you want. whatever you have for me i want to do."
because running a race with thousands of people 2 weeks after a terrorist attack at a race is a little scary….at a memorial race for past terrorist attack?
but really no matter what happens
EVER…
God has me in his hands.
and i have peace in that.
"Oh yes, you shaped me first inside, then out;
you formed me in my motherβs womb.
I thank you, High Godβyouβre breathtaking!
Body and soul, I am marvelously made!
I worship in adorationβwhat a creation!
You know me inside and out,
you know every bone in my body;
You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit,
how I was sculpted from nothing into something.
Like an open book, you watched me grow from conception to birth;
all the stages of my life were spread out before you,
The days of my life all prepared
before Iβd even lived one day."
Psalm 139: 17-22
how could i read that and ever worry?
i will not be fearful.
i will worship in adoration.

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two more things:
1. we will revisit the subject of raising teenagers again.
thanks for hearing my heart.
2. the winner for the Lisa Leonard giveaway is:
I would love to buy the jumble of charms necklace with our sweet kiddos names π
email me Bree for the details! Congratulations!!
mandy - I’ll echo the others. where did you get that dress??? amazing~
tara - she’s got legs…..she knows how to use them! could NOT resist singing a little zz top tonight!
you have worked hard and it has paid off.
thinking you need to post about your total body makeover.
Tiffany - i hope they sleep late – crack me up!
Kat - Meg, you are looking amazingly fit and healthy and a slimmer version of yourself.
That picture of you in the red and white spotty dress (love that dress!) compared to the one above when you were in Africa, wow what a transformation!
You are inspiring me, as I have been going to the gym for 7 months and getting fitter and more toned, but I am still sabotaging my efforts by eating too much chocolate, cake, sugar etc.
Seeing your picture and your healthy snacks has inspired me to be more disciplined with my eating.
I just wanted to say well done and keep up the great work!
I love your sunset pics of Kansas, just beautiful.
You take THE best photos.
Loni - Meg, that dress looks great on you! You’re tiny! All that running must do a body good! I love you, been reading for a long time. I wanna be you!
Michelle B. - Wowza! Great group shot – good lard tubs – selfies XO – Kansas sky π
But another big wowza! All of the hard work you are doing is showing up in the photos big time! I may have just put down the cookies I was eating. I’m 44 this week and a good 40 pounds heavier than I’m used to. Been having a bit of a pity party that it’s just too hard, blah, blah, blah.
I am inspired to talk to get back to running and eating the way my body needs.
Thanks for the motivation – keep up the awesome work!!
Diane Baucke - Your blog is one of my absolute favorites. Never fails to make me smile! I love your sense of humor, your faith, your “craftiness”, your beautiful family, and so much more. Hope to someday make a craft weekend!!! Hope you have a wonderful week π
Gwennie - Where did Kimberlee get her daisy necklace? It is so cute!
Tosha Duckworth - Fitness and healthy eating are doing you good. Seriously Meg you look AMAZING!!! I had to do a double take in the first photo…you look ten years younger. Keep up the good work!!
Tiffini - oh…can i please have your knees? i have such grandma legs. never had good legs for dresses…i even pinned this picture is is so crazy cute…xo
Tiffini - you two ROCK…such big hearts..BOLD hearts
loving on all of us
sharing your gift…sharing your story
all so beautiful…xo
Jaime β₯ Raising up Rubies - duck face selfies are the best.
i will wait patiently for the boots to be a print. β₯
Jen - Looking good, Meg!!
AshleyAnn - WOAH!!! Hottie in the red dress and boots at the barn!!
Tiffany - A) You look amazeballs(using your word) π
B) You are so right about how amazing God works, to pull the right ladies together and at the right time, AND how he works through you! You and Kimberlee are such a blessing to so many! I miss you two!
C) Glad it was such a successful weekend, and hopefully you had a great day with your kids!
Tami C. - Ok, I just have to say this – I love the red dress with the boots! So very stinking cute.
april R - that red dotted dress!!! <3
and the selfie-face photo XD
gale - So glad ya’ll had fun! I love seeing every weekend as it posts on Instagram and would love to meet all the helpers! So glad I got to come in January π Still one of my best weekends ever!
Necole@seriouslysassymama - I saw that belt cinched on that dress. Someone is getting skinny!
Breeanna - I’m so happy for you that craft weekend is such a success!
Chris - Meg…you look fantastic!! Love your dress and you look so skinny!! Nice work!!
Heather S. - Oh dear – I want your dress AND your belt! So cute! I adore those photos of the Kansas sky! We just returned home (Topeka) from a disastrous week in Colorado (have you seen that flooding?) and I don’t think the Kansas sky ever looked so beautiful to me!
Tere Canas - Fun times, fun times. Meg and Kimberlee, you are a blessing to those who attend, such fond memories of CW. xoxo
Rachel - Meg, you are glowing! You look absolutely beautiful in that red dress! Holy legs! I’d say those miles on the pavement and roasted veggies have paid off! Love the photo of the ladies with the old truck and you with your finds! Can’t wait to see the rest of craft weekend!
Sue - Just want to be another person to tell you how fantastic you look! I, too, wish I had your legs!
beth larson - Meg… these were my thoughts too— you have TO DIE FOR legs—long and strong! Love the dress on you too. I sat here and thought “and this girl has birthed 5 babies”. Way to go- all that running pays off right?
Can’t wait for the rest of the pictures from the weekend!
xo
p.s. I took a screen shot of you to my stylist and asked for a haircut like yours! : )
(I do not look as cute as you- haha)
Melyssa - I can’t wait to meet you, Kimberlee, and a bunch of lovely ladies in November! I am so excited for my turn at the craft table and the barn. EEEEEEK! It is so soon I can barely contain myself.
Kristin S - Meg, you are itty bitty! In a good way. π
Alice H - I need to start praying harder/more that I get picked! And yes…amazing legs! Cute polka-dot dress. Congrats on 2 years!!
Heidi - Meg, I love your dress and cowboy boots!!!!
Sarah K - You are simply ADORABLE…and that Kimberly, she’s one of a kind. So thankful for the memories made at CW!!!!
becky - i had so much fun. thank you. xoxoxox.
Amanda - Cutest dress!!!!! Please share where you found it…pretty please!?!?
Andrea - Meg, that polka dot dress looks fabulous on you! You look so happy!
Hannah - I agree with Gemma! AMAZING LEGS!!! that dress and the boots…so stinkin cute!! π
CathyC - Meg, you look GREAT!!!! So happy CW leaves you happy every time!
Carol s. - Fun. Your face is very slim in your Arlie. Happy to hear you are enjoying what I know is hard work at times. I think I’m on the list from way back lol. Someday!
Gemma - First of all…you have amazing legs meg!! So jealous.
Secondly..I love your CW updates. 2 years! That has flown by. Hopefully you will share some more pictures
Gemma xxx
Lisa - After the day I had today, I am wishing I was looking at those beautiful sunsets and could have spent the weekend learning how to sew! Happy two year craft weekend anniversary! That’s pretty exciting! ANNNND that outfit you are wearing in the picture? Could not love it more!!!! SO stinkin’ adorable!